Where do I start?

I started writing this many many times intending it to be a book but after about the 10th time and me not being able to get anywhere near finished I decided to make this a blog instead. A blog about my life.


I am no one special,  I'm not famous, my name isn't household known. .....I'm just me, a 32 year old mother to 4 and wife. But I have lead a life....like so many others, that has made me into the person I am today. I'm not saying my story is unique or one of a kind but it's mine. I'm sure some of you are saying "you're 32 what could you possibly know about life,  your still living it"  but I have had my share and then some of loss and pain and suffering.


This is my story, this is my journey through pain, suffering,  confusion,  healing and joy.